Friday, August 14, 2009
WROTE NEW SONG :)
"You're All I Need" - written by Kristin ft.Jeanne ^^


G C
I opened my eyes
Em C
I'm so alone
G C
After you left me
Em D
I'm burdened to the bone

G C
But moments have passed
Em C
Time flew by
G C
Many questions
Em D
Helpless tears run from my eyes

G C Em C
Telling myself that it's nothing
G Em D
I force to let it go
G C Em C
But until now my heart repetitively says no?

G C
It's still him I want to be close to
G D
It's still him i want to be near
G C Em C
I'm very sure of that but I'm asking
G C D
Am I that inferior to my fears?

Chorus:
G C Em C
You're all I need and no one else
G C
It's all or nothing
Em D
That's how i felt

G C Em C
No matter how many doors open up for me
G C
I can tell you
Em D
you're the only one I see

G C Em C
I love you but you.. you don't know that
G C
You think I've moved on
G D
It's hard to let you go

G C
We're so close yet so far
Em C
It seems so easy yet so hard


G C
If you're not for me
Em D
then what's this dismay
G C Em C
I never thought this would happen
G C Em D
I never thought this would end this way

G C
Is it fear of getting hurt?
Em C
Or fear of separation?
G C
Don't think of it please
Em
All we need is determination


G C Em
Someday somehow somewhere
C G
We'll get where we want to be
C
Yes
Em D
Just believe
G C
Don't give up on us
Em C G
This is just destiny's way to see
C G D
If you and I are really meant to be

*CHORUS*

Em C G
This is just destiny's way to see
C G D
If you and I are really meant to be

G {strum}
Monday, July 20, 2009
srryyy will update this blog soon..


was bz bz wit other one...
Monday, July 13, 2009
PULAU KETAM.... from long long ago...
OKaayyy... so.. havent been updating my blog eversince...
let's start now...
went to crab island.. dun really know why... hehe



here's my sis... looking at the monorail map:







THIS more likely LOOKS WRONG: [haha]





hmmm.. here i hav no idea why i was laughing... 4got... but i rmbr i was laughing hysterically!!


ticket model. XDXD



gonna go inside monorail.





took some boat to the island.

NICE PHOTOGRAPHY EH? =]










and here we arrive... at crab island :)








haha. NO idea how tht umbrella went thr...
its left...
a..
MYSTERY
*cue mystery tune*
:P






the island is like full of chinese ppl..
felt like we were in china
^.^







see these pics.
really looks like china.
=X




mom.dad.jessica





lourdez.me.jessica







sis & I
posing....
hehehe~ same clothes... modelling the place la ;-)






Sis.







Jessica babe =) haha





~mummy~





some random person praying.




~jessica~
lukin' so cuteee





jessica & me. cycling :)





sis. cycling? or juz posing? :P kidding





MAKAN time!! wootwooOOooOOoo~ *drool*


Jessica n her frens.. teehee:-3





waiting for food!! ~~~
or
advertising coke? haha XD







ready to EAT EAT EAT!!





they wouldnt eat la.
so i START!
~wooOooOOooo~





ABC *slurp*
YUMMY!!
my sis = holding the straw
other sis = holding spoon
me = holding straw and spoon [smart huh]
consume MORE!! ha!!






CYCLING TIME:






hehe... nice breeze XD



peace.


dad n sis gona luk at somethin..



curious wat tht is?
well i duno also :P hehehehe



tried cycling wit mums bike..
so weird.




mummy ~ posing ...




me & my two bfs.
can see behind?
lol we gona go cycling together..... ^^


in China. joke :P









dad doing cat walk
ROFL :D



on our way back.








sis tryin to annoy me while i was smsing.
punch her then she knows.
lol





SO well that was it...
food there was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!
hehe.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
HANGING BY A MOMENT

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else ...
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
My Many Lectures In Class :


[listeners: emmanuella, josie, adrian, priscilla... sometimes meng kin]

1. Keeping thoughts of the past or old mind sets is actually a trap that you fall into to prevent

yourself from fulfilling your destiny.


2. We must be willing to put something down to embrace something better.



3. Thinking negatively makes small matters seem big. When you magnify an object, it's size

doesn't change.. only your angle of perspective of that object will.



4. You think you're in love when the handsome guy swaggers in front of your eagle eyes, but

sorry to intros kept it- you're just in love with the idea of being in love.



5. The first type of love in a person's life is called Eros. The boy is captivated by a beautiful girl

and the girl by a handsome boy. He or she is taken up with this person's interiority as

incarnated in physical beauty of that person. But to be truly in love,

however, means something more than just Eros.



6. Emotions and feelings are our passions. Passions are considered to be lower powers

of our soul. They are said to be controlled by the higher power -- will. The first and

foremost passion is love- a sensual love aroused by the stimulation of the senses. It is 'sensual'

because it has its beginning and end in the senses.



7. And because it is sensual it has its limitation- it will at some time reach

its saturation point. For this reason overwrought emotion - the essence of puppy

love - will leave you spent, drained, after a short while. For your emotions, stimulated by your

senses, can take so much and no more.This limitation accounts for the swiftness

with which puppy love dwindles once it has reached its peak.



8. "Love is blind." It is true in the sense that love is an affective

phenomenon. The affectivity can help us to understand another but it can also obscure the

issue. This can be dangerous if it leads to marriage, because daily life together will demonstrate

to each the realising of the other's personality.



9. On the other hand, mature love contains, absorbs and purifies this

sensual love. It can never reach the point where it can have too much love. True, it

begins in the senses, arouses pleasurable emotions, it readily recognises the physical attraction

and outward charm, but it does not stop there.



10.It pursues further ; it looks into the character - into

the very soul of the one loved.


What mature love finds, must equal and surpass the charm and

beauty which first attracted it.



11. If mature love is disappointed at what it finds in an other's character, the very

disappointment exerts a shattering effect. The physical beauty and outward charm

begin to lose their hold on mature love.


BUT when mature love finds the inward beauty then the will, the loving

power, loves with a great intensity.

Saturday, February 14, 2009
kung sinabi mo noon ako`y iyong mahal
di sana ay tayo na ang nagkatuluyan
at sinabi ko noon ikaw ang mahal ko
ito`y tapat at may dalang walang hanggang pangako
ngunit di nagkatotoomay iba kang nakita
kaya`t nakapagtataka
ba`t ako`y hinahanap mo pa
kung tayo`y magkikita muli
pwede bang magtanong sayo
ang tibok ba ng puso mo`y nagbago?
kung sinabi mo noon ikay may pagtingin
di sana ay wala ng makakapaghadlang sa atin
nung sinabi ko noon na ikaw lang ang mahal
ang nasa isip ko ito`y magtatagal
ngunit di nagkatotoo
may iba kang nakita
kayat nakapagtataka
bat ako`y hinahanap mo pa
kung tayo`y magkikita muli
pwede bang magtanong sayo
ang tibok ba ng puso mo`y nagbago?
Friday, January 23, 2009
Another poem :]






B - is for the bind we share,


how you're always there and


would show how much you truly care




R - is for how reachable you are in times of despair and sadness


How I try to hide my inner thoughts


not knowing you're already in complete awareness




O - is for the open heart and open mind you provide


The times you'd unselfishingly think of me


and put yourself aside




T - is for the things we have in common


I talk to you, you talk to me


before we know it, it's breaking dawn


plus... time to sleep! :P




H - is for the heart you have,


a big and golden one


oh yeah


now that's a fact




E - is for the eternal friendship we share between us


be we near or far apart


nothing can break us


we're connected by heart <3




R - is for how resilient you are overall


so headstrong, focus, determined


you will always be my role model






BROTHER? What does it really mean?




I think i just told you in my perspective...


and...








I can say it's all very true... A brother to me? OH... that would be YOU!!




















Specially dedicated to my bros, Kyaw & Kee En


♥♥ ME LUBS YA!! ♥♥