~kRiStiN~

I`ll write a song for you.

2010-09-07T14:31:00.000+08:00

Every time I see you, I know I should let it go

But every time we say goodbye, I feel so displaced and insecure

Why do I feel like this

You`re the first person I fell for without consciously knowing

Never planned nor intended, yet you got my heart pending

There are so many others wishing to be in your place

Prioritized and thought about, it`s frustrating how it`s all put to waste.

anotherrrrr.. day.

2010-01-29T20:48:00.007+08:00

SO. french class. wat do i do? -write a poem ;]
hehe. ((x

[[lemme just go get my econs book... i wrote it somewhere there]] >.<
oh! shit~ *oops*..... its with skinny!! =S

trying to get it...... *loading*

gawsh wat a lazzzy ass. haha. hes still getting it. have to wait.

eesh.

now hes gona shower. ((so mucha commercials eh))

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AFTER one hour.... kidddding (x
here it is!!!!......

grrr.... hes drying his hair.... slowww much? ~ :P
did i mention. i think i shud stop whining since i left the book with him xD

OKAY? is he done yetttt? half of my blog is like... waiting for him? haha.

If you could turn back time and do things again
You'd live it the same way, you know things won't mend
Things were assumed and hopes would've been high
Visions were perfect, something you can't deny

But as you grew older you would've realized.
Everyone is just as shattered and broken as you are
Thoughts would run your mind like never before
Your parents would call it something - maybe 'mature'

You'd go through life with the happy times
But then again sometimes you'd think
Working so hard to see your dreams come true
You thought you were a God but you were such a fool

I had so many chances but i threw them away
But life isn't just about that
There is another side to it, another way

-by Kristin

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school again =]

2010-01-06T18:13:00.003+08:00

been long since i blogged. busy busy.

soo school starts... again.

its fun. insane friends. BUT a downside to it.
WhAT a BoRE!!

check this out... was soooo bored during accounts..............

addicted to hillsong much???

hehe... anyway.... had french for first period..... wrote this random thing:
was thinking of my blog actually so came up with it =D

L ive it well, you never know
I f one day you might just let go
F or life right now is what really matters
E ven if it seems like it almost always batters

G o do the things you've never done
O r you might regret what you could've won
E ase your mind
S urely you won't go wrong

O pen your heart,
N ever give up, and always remember..

LIFE GOES ON!! =]

... so ya school is pretty much... fast nowadays...... friends just make me laugh like coo coo~
so yatty yatty yat ~~~ classes till 2.....

after school cut adrian and ryan's hair... haha.... woah! arent i a pro...

they both damn leng zhai now lar.... XD jokes.

YOU OWE ME RYAN WONG!!!! u're sooo gana pay for my shirt!!

xxx

WROTE NEW SONG :)

2009-08-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

"You're All I Need" - written by Kristin ft.Jeanne ^^

G C
I opened my eyes
Em C
I'm so alone
G C
After you left me
Em D
I'm burdened to the bone

G C
But moments have passed
Em C
Time flew by
G C
Many questions
Em D
Helpless tears run from my eyes

G C Em C
Telling myself that it's nothing
G Em D
I force to let it go
G C Em C
But until now my heart repetitively says no?

G C
It's still him I want to be close to
G D
It's still him i want to be near
G C Em C
I'm very sure of that but I'm asking
G C D
Am I that inferior to my fears?

Chorus:
G C Em C
You're all I need and no one else
G C
It's all or nothing
Em D
That's how i felt

G C Em C
No matter how many doors open up for me
G C
I can tell you
Em D
you're the only one I see

G C Em C
I love you but you.. you don't know that
G C
You think I've moved on
G D
It's hard to let you go

G C
We're so close yet so far
Em C
It seems so easy yet so hard

G C
If you're not for me
Em D
then what's this dismay
G C Em C
I never thought this would happen
G C Em D
I never thought this would end this way

G C
Is it fear of getting hurt?
Em C
Or fear of separation?
G C
Don't think of it please
Em
All we need is determination

G C Em
Someday somehow somewhere
C G
We'll get where we want to be
C
Yes
Em D
Just believe
G C
Don't give up on us
Em C G
This is just destiny's way to see
C G D
If you and I are really meant to be

*CHORUS*

Em C G
This is just destiny's way to see
C G D
If you and I are really meant to be

G {strum}

2009-07-20T14:11:00.002+08:00

srryyy will update this blog soon..

was bz bz wit other one...

PULAU KETAM.... from long long ago...

2009-07-13T12:59:00.046+08:00

OKaayyy... so.. havent been updating my blog eversince...
let's start now...
went to crab island.. dun really know why... hehe

here's my sis... looking at the monorail map:

THIS more likely LOOKS WRONG: [haha]

hmmm.. here i hav no idea why i was laughing... 4got... but i rmbr i was laughing hysterically!!

ticket model. XDXD

gonna go inside monorail.

took some boat to the island.

NICE PHOTOGRAPHY EH? =]

and here we arrive... at crab island :)

haha. NO idea how tht umbrella went thr...

its left...

a..

MYSTERY

*cue mystery tune*

the island is like full of chinese ppl..

felt like we were in china

^.^

see these pics.

really looks like china.

mom.dad.jessica

lourdez.me.jessica

sis & I

posing....

hehehe~ same clothes... modelling the place la ;-)

Sis.

Jessica babe =) haha

~mummy~

some random person praying.

~jessica~
lukin' so cuteee

jessica & me. cycling :)

sis. cycling? or juz posing? :P kidding

MAKAN time!! wootwooOOooOOoo~ *drool*

Jessica n her frens.. teehee:-3

waiting for food!! ~~~

advertising coke? haha XD

ready to EAT EAT EAT!!

they wouldnt eat la.

so i START!

~wooOooOOooo~

ABC *slurp*

YUMMY!!

my sis = holding the straw

other sis = holding spoon

me = holding straw and spoon [smart huh]

consume MORE!! ha!!

CYCLING TIME:

hehe... nice breeze XD

peace.

dad n sis gona luk at somethin..

curious wat tht is?

well i duno also :P hehehehe

tried cycling wit mums bike..

so weird.

mummy ~ posing ...

me & my two bfs.

can see behind?

lol we gona go cycling together..... ^^

in China. joke :P

dad doing cat walk

ROFL :D

on our way back.

sis tryin to annoy me while i was smsing.

punch her then she knows.

lol

SO well that was it...

food there was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

hehe.

2009-02-26T18:57:00.002+08:00

HANGING BY A MOMENT

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

I'm closer to where I started

Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking

Completely incomplete

I'll take your invitation

You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

And I don't know what I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose

There's nothing else to find

There's nothing in the world

That can change my mind

There is nothing else ...

2009-02-25T22:51:00.003+08:00

My Many Lectures In Class :

[listeners: emmanuella, josie, adrian, priscilla... sometimes meng kin]

1. Keeping thoughts of the past or old mind sets is actually a trap that you fall into to prevent

yourself from fulfilling your destiny.

2. We must be willing to put something down to embrace something better.

3. Thinking negatively makes small matters seem big. When you magnify an object, it's size

doesn't change.. only your angle of perspective of that object will.

4. You think you're in love when the handsome guy swaggers in front of your eagle eyes, but

sorry to intros kept it- you're just in love with the idea of being in love.

5. The first type of love in a person's life is called Eros. The boy is captivated by a beautiful girl

and the girl by a handsome boy. He or she is taken up with this person's interiority as

incarnated in physical beauty of that person. But to be truly in love,

however, means something more than just Eros.

6. Emotions and feelings are our passions. Passions are considered to be lower powers

of our soul. They are said to be controlled by the higher power -- will. The first and

foremost passion is love- a sensual love aroused by the stimulation of the senses. It is 'sensual'

because it has its beginning and end in the senses.

7. And because it is sensual it has its limitation- it will at some time reach

its saturation point. For this reason overwrought emotion - the essence of puppy

love - will leave you spent, drained, after a short while. For your emotions, stimulated by your

senses, can take so much and no more.This limitation accounts for the swiftness

with which puppy love dwindles once it has reached its peak.

8. "Love is blind." It is true in the sense that love is an affective

phenomenon. The affectivity can help us to understand another but it can also obscure the

issue. This can be dangerous if it leads to marriage, because daily life together will demonstrate

to each the realising of the other's personality.

9. On the other hand, mature love contains, absorbs and purifies this

sensual love. It can never reach the point where it can have too much love. True, it

begins in the senses, arouses pleasurable emotions, it readily recognises the physical attraction

and outward charm, but it does not stop there.

10.It pursues further ; it looks into the character - into

the very soul of the one loved.

What mature love finds, must equal and surpass the charm and

beauty which first attracted it.

11. If mature love is disappointed at what it finds in an other's character, the very

disappointment exerts a shattering effect. The physical beauty and outward charm

begin to lose their hold on mature love.

BUT when mature love finds the inward beauty then the will, the loving

power, loves with a great intensity.

2009-02-14T20:42:00.002+08:00

kung sinabi mo noon ako`y iyong mahal

di sana ay tayo na ang nagkatuluyan

at sinabi ko noon ikaw ang mahal ko

ito`y tapat at may dalang walang hanggang pangako

ngunit di nagkatotoomay iba kang nakita

kaya`t nakapagtataka

ba`t ako`y hinahanap mo pa

kung tayo`y magkikita muli

pwede bang magtanong sayo

ang tibok ba ng puso mo`y nagbago?

kung sinabi mo noon ikay may pagtingin

di sana ay wala ng makakapaghadlang sa atin

nung sinabi ko noon na ikaw lang ang mahal

ang nasa isip ko ito`y magtatagal

ngunit di nagkatotoo

may iba kang nakita

kayat nakapagtataka

bat ako`y hinahanap mo pa

kung tayo`y magkikita muli

pwede bang magtanong sayo

ang tibok ba ng puso mo`y nagbago?

Another poem :]

2009-01-23T21:52:00.004+08:00

B - is for the bind we share,

how you're always there and

would show how much you truly care

R - is for how reachable you are in times of despair and sadness

How I try to hide my inner thoughts

not knowing you're already in complete awareness

O - is for the open heart and open mind you provide

The times you'd unselfishingly think of me

and put yourself aside

T - is for the things we have in common

I talk to you, you talk to me

before we know it, it's breaking dawn

plus... time to sleep! :P

H - is for the heart you have,

a big and golden one

oh yeah

now that's a fact

E - is for the eternal friendship we share between us

be we near or far apart

nothing can break us

we're connected by heart <3

R - is for how resilient you are overall

so headstrong, focus, determined

you will always be my role model

BROTHER? What does it really mean?

I think i just told you in my perspective...

and...

I can say it's all very true... A brother to me? OH... that would be YOU!! ☺

Specially dedicated to my bros, Kyaw & Kee En

♥♥ ME LUBS YA!! ♥♥

2009-01-14T16:55:00.004+08:00

OMG.

school is freaking tiring!!...

had school today.. nth rather interesting

but well arent friends ur barrier from boredom ? :]

oh well then.. after school went great eastern mall and ate there..

WOW i notice with almost all my posts in my blog.. theres ALWAYS eating!!

so okay after eating.. still didnt reach my satisfaction level.. so had to get these awesome cupcakes *drooling*

hehe.. here.. take a look:

LOL... for BOY MAGNET!! XDXD kidding..

B? for BEST?? haha i know i am ;P

rofl~ getting vain here ~

B??

aww...

i know...

its for BYE BYE!!

BYE BYE OH-SO-YUMMY CUPCAKE :[

hahahha... such a short post but nvm.. lol... i ll try to post my next one longer ;-]

ME <3 CUPCAKES

2009-01-11T18:23:00.023+08:00

Boring day i thought? i think NOT...

started my day by going to church.. i skipped sunday school :] YAY me.
LOL. so went to baking class wit my mum and sisters.
started to get bored so wen church bells RANG....

headed for church... ALONE :(

man the priest today kept talking and talking...

he does the mass so slow... was falling asleep.

hehe.

and after my 90 min church...

walked back to the baking class place

saw michael and celina afterwardsXD

OH and hiphop class cancelled :P

so mum asked me if im still goin to Komal's party...

and i was like.... "err.. ok?"

well so went there and it was soooooooo boring at first... i mean like
there was decorations, music, food... but wth... so damn boring...

soo here are the bday pics

HAPPY BDAY KOMAL and ANUM! =]

READY TO PARTY!!!!

~Bday gal n moi~

toured around the condo...

saw a lovely pond wit lovely fishies and such a freakingly cute turtle !!

so we explored the place... and found this weird statue!! haha but wow aint it sexy?

LOOK AT THOSE CURVES!! WOOTWOO~

~gorgeous girls~

[shreyasi, devika, komal]

look at em' ppl... gonna eat eat...

so ate some food?

well at least it looked like food?

sooo then.. played musical chairs:

BORING~

komal's lil sis... the "DJ"

played "pass the ladybug stuff toy"? LOL

man it was L-A-M-E

everytime the ladybug stopped to u... had to pick some paper and act whatever the paper said..
some examples were:

-act like jack sparrow
-act like a mad person
-act like ure gona faint

OMG.... tlk abt CD?

anum... giving the paper

so when things cudnt get any better... i decided i talk to random ppl.. LOL

met a few ppl frm school.. they knew me which was really weird.. cuz nvr seen them before in school

ok so a few moments later... they started DANCING?

OH OH.. komal and anum...

DAMN FUNNY XP
they nvr stopped.

err... OMG forgot her name. mah bad. oops

me and.. err... well..

MAN i suck at remembering names..

i forgot ALL their names.. WHOOPS

but i think tht girl in black is farah? hehe

anyway.. went home around 4? lol

went supermarket... bought mandarins

THEY LOOK LIKE TINY PUMPKINS!!! HAHAHHAHAHA

SEE? LOL
well thats today...

gonna do econs hw now? XDXD ciao ciao :P

MR.RYAN WONG

2009-01-11T17:48:00.006+08:00

so today's[suppose to be the night before] post will be about mr.choco man?

HAHA

soo well... been tlkin to this dude eversince... duno wen... err yr 9 term 2?

YUP... all becuz of NABDIKARIM[lol]

anyway...

chat chat till like 4am :P being retarded most of the time... and breaking my jaws ;P

SO luk at his retarded poses:

YES thats the coo coo dude ;)

POSE POSE

-RSM

-RSM combo

-double V

-secret hand shake

HAHAHHAHAHA!!! plain psychoNESS...

and i found some stuff my train driver gave me:

some card? lol.

found it in my english book

Nora's sorry card that mr.coo coo drew

found it in my old econs book

LOL.... he gave me this other spongebob drawing too

WONDER WHERE i'll find that one XD

Hang Out~

2009-01-10T21:45:00.025+08:00

HANG OUT AGAIN :]

♥juz LURVE my dahlin fwenz♥

and sure there was Łỡvε in the air today : ☺☺☺

I HAD TO PUT THIS PIC FIRST... look at their hands :)

aww...

how music can connect ppl ♫♪

the sweetness is never ending..

gosh lucky no ants came.

TOO sweet XD

OK.. so lets continue with the day...
well before all these pictures of my former bestfriends[still are but u know] haha
we went watch a movie "bedtime stories"... was so full of laughter :]
especially when ure sitting wit the most wonderfully COMPATIBLE duo ☻
*ehem* aka. kong and r.wee ☻☻☻☻

LoL! so after that was EVER so hungry...

looked for food...

♦ ATE ATE ♦

WOW didnt know kee en can get soooo "INTO HIS FOOD"

LOL

♦brandon♦

OK. so after that was suppose to go church but then nvm...

went to RYAN WEE's house

so well before that went to some tech shop..

brandon got smethin?

WHILE WAITING:

kee en said he was supposed to be the "JEALOUS GUY" sitting on the other bench?

but duno why the heck adrian's there

~rofl~

looks retarded XDXD

♥♥ oh well.. me and my kuya ♥♥

O.o whos that next to the pretty girl??

HA HA HA.... kidding ;)

~sis and ryan~

LOL they look so similar [my opinion]

walked to ryan's sanctuary LOL

played bball wit adrian n shaun at first...

SCORED more than them

MUAHAHAHA...

but then other ppl came... stole the court =.= grrr

haha kidding XDXD

GO MERYL!

girl power!

hahahahah.... shes amazingly good at punching =]

LOOK at that...

SIS gonna throw at adrian

WATCH OUT!!

[HAHA]

WOOT~ DMWTK otherwise i throw this at YOU~

lol..

BEN sitting on my weapon!!!

LoL

random?

OMG

♥♥THE GAYNESS STARTS NOW:

LOL so after all that..

we had ghost stories in the gym... turned off all the lights

wooo~ spooky? lol

NAH... it was juz my sis and ben getting scared like shit

WEIRD. lol [they both the eldest]

After that.. decided to go upstairs... played pool abit then ciao ady ...

HAD FUN TODAY THOUGH :)

♥♥LOVE Y'ALL

dance~

2009-01-09T19:00:00.003+08:00

ANOTHER day of DANCING...
SEEMS ENDLESS EH?

oh well for the first time in so long... sis finally joined me in ballroom again...

for the past two months been going by myself XD

sis had to catch up :P

anyway... there was this funny part..

teacher played music for tango.. dunno why but every1 was staring?

WEIRD. hate STARES.

anyway after dancing tango wit my instructor.. my sis was like WHOA~

haha but wow she learnt it fast too... =D

so yup.. had ballroom class for two hours.. then w8ed outside for my mum..

While waiting... saw A FREAKING BIG FAT MONKEY!!

it was like.... FATTTTTT!!!!!

we were all so fascinated :P

HERE IS ALDRIN[one of the most cheesiest guys ever]... taking a pic of his COUSIN!! >.<

there!! can see ah??? lol

it was like walkin from this tree to another by electric wires..

ACROBAT i suppose?
LOL

here.. look at the free monkey act:

LOL!!

well then went home after that..

NOTHING MUCH TO POST:( SORRY

New Year =]

2009-01-01T21:44:00.020+08:00

First of all.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

Well didn't have that much of "GREAT" plans..

so just went to candy's housy =)

AND OH MAN! wen i got there... WOOTWOO~

I WAS DANG HUNGRY!!!!!

i could smell food from the elevator itself

*drool*

Here some pics of me(and other ppl) gobbing up all the yummy foody: [YAY]

Oh Oh!! in this pic.. see that biggy teddy? Oolala~ he's my sexyyyy new BF

HAWT eh? *slurp*

YOU HAWT SEXY THING!!

so well yea.. ATE!! lol.. see how this post of mine relates to my previous post;)

ALL ABT FOOD BABEEEE~!!

~PARENT'S FRIENDS~

sure got BIG stomachs =p

POSERS! kidding!! XD

joselle, jessica & therese [wit some wannabe-young-again ppl]

HA HA HA HA!!

Ok. i probably shouldn't have said those ppl were "posers" cuz

im one MYSELF ;-P

~Candy and Sis~
[wit my sexy teddy at the background *dang he's so hawt*]

~Youngsters again~

wooo~ they're playin' solitaire

while waiting for new year

AND when it was 11.50..

WE went to the ROOF TOP!!!

watched some awesome fireworks =D

OFCUZ cam whored abit ;-)

HAHA!!

NOW THATS WHAT I CALL REAL POSERS!!

XDXD

THIS IS IT!!

LETS HAVE A

COUNTDOWN!!

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR!!!

WOOHOOOOO~!!!!!!!!!!

~ROFL~!!!!!!

pretty gud at HSM jumping eh?

HAHAHAHA!!

BOOM BOOM BOOM!!!!!

FIREWORKS
WE WERE LIKE WHOAAA!!

@.@

There were these dudes.. who were so noisy...
they were like "its new year man woohooo~"
ROFL~

WELL..

GOODBYE 2008.....

AND HELLO 2009!!

~SLEEPOVER~

2008-12-30T15:41:00.035+08:00

OKAY.

so since there are a couple of days left b4 school starts.. it was time to go hang out with some galfrens..

Ok so got there and they were all EATING [trust me the eating never ended.. you'll see >.^]

Went upstairs soon... played this dance mat thingy.. [its a yearly thing :P]

SPECTATORS:

Then when every1 got sick of the game..... [which took awhile]..

we went open our pressies =D

they were all inside these stockings:

i got kisses from xuenipoop and FLAKES from chloe!!.. man how much i'd missed flakes~

the kiss was so big LOL

Oooo~ and got scented candles from ruthbell :D

Well when the gifts were all open and we had finish trashing downstairs.

TIME to trash UPSTAIRS!

This is what i mean: XDXD

LOOK AT POOR XUENI! w8 can u see her? well u can at least see her legs[there at the bottom]..SHE GOT SQUASHED LIKE A PIG!

POOR XUENI WENNY STILL UNDER THOSE BIG FAT BUFFALOS XP

cam whoring time :

spent the time in the room talkin about BOYS.. oh and thts not the end of our convo about them dudes..

OK! TOLD YA THE EATING AINT OVER... EAT EAT EAT againnn~:

LOL WE HAD CHOCO DIP! and man tony fungus played wit it... see here *vomit*

xueni and chloe talking... they re a bunch of comedy machines

AND WOOTWOO~ xueni actually posing? oolala~

[btw.. tht night.. she told us alot of her boy secrets ;-P ]

TONY FUNGUS:

My turn to cam whore.. wit tht oh-so-awesome HOT SEXXYYYY acoustic guitar! wootwoo~

WAYNE and TONY... they were throwing those stuffy toys at me!

IT WAS WARRRR!!! HAHAHAHA!!

ruthbell, chloe and xuenpoop getting all comfy.. xueni was so HYPER haha

MUAHAHAHA i get the bed!! cute arh? XDXD vain..

xueni came.. :P

we told alot of ghost stories;) well atleast i did.. they all were so freaked out that we had to do something to feel better

AND GUESS WAT WE DID?

GUESSED ADY?

ANY CLUE??? :P

MAKAN!!!!!!!!

haha told ya spent the whole time eating at tht house...

midnight snack = NOODLES!! =)

WENT BACK TO THE ROOM AFTER THAT..

AND MAN! WE TALKED ABOUT GUYS GUYS GUYS

and...

MORE GUYS! lol

well wat to do.. it was a girl's night :P

and those convos... wow.. MASSIVE SECRETS spilled!!!

and cudn't believe wat xueni told me XDXD

HAHAHA!

and oh denise =.= non stop asked me advice about guys... THEY all kept asking me how do i get along with dudes... and im like -.-"""

they called me "the ultra boy magnet queen"

=.= lame. LOL.

but it was fun giving them afew tips heheheh... they all were staring at me... so interested in what i had to say...

ESPECIALLY XUENI! haha

damn proud of her =D

so fell asleep after all that "GUY TALK"..

WOKE UP THT MORNING... and wat did we do??

WE WERE CRAZYY COO COOS~

playing wit dolls!!! :P

DANG IT WAS FUN :P

XUENI KILLING THE DOLLY!

ok. so freshened up then went downstairs to..... eat again... had BRUNCH

then decided to make the lil cookie xmas housy ^.^

Here's denise... takin the cookies out

damn that icing was soooo sticky

the deco for the house =]

And finally..... FINISHED the edible lil house:

looks nice eh? :P

Denise eating it..

BUT eating was so not over... juz yet... had marshmallows and ice cream XDXD

Before went home.. cam whored a bit XD

LOL. SO yea... tht was it.. was gona stay another night but NAH. forget it =P

OH and before i left... denise WENT ON AND ON ABOUT BOYS BOYS BOYS...

and unbelievable secrets abt "sme" dudes were slipped *oopsy* hahahha XP

Another Random Poem

2008-12-18T12:54:00.008+08:00

I opened my eyes
I'm so alone
After you left me
I'm burdened to the bone

But moments have passed
Time flew by
So many questions
Helpless tears run from my eyes

Telling myself that it's nothing
I force to let it go
But why until now my heart repetitively says no?

It's still him I want to be close to
It's still him i want to be near
I'm very sure of that but I'm asking
Am I that inferior to my fears?

You're all I need and no one else
It's all or nothing
That's how i felt

No matter how many doors open up for me
I can tell you there are so many stars
But you're the only one I see

I love you but you don't know
You think I've moved on
Don't you get it?
It's hard to let you go

We're so close yet so far
It seems so easy yet so hard

If you're not for me
then what's this dismay
I never thought this would happen
I never thought this would end this way

Is it fear of getting hurt?
Or fear of separation?
Don't think of it please
All we need is determination

I still believe that someday we will be
Just open your eyes and you will see

Someday somehow somewhere
We'll get where we want to be
Yes
Just believe

Don't give up on us
This is just destiny's way to see
If you and I are really meant to be

-By Kristin

written on 17/12/08

A random poem

2008-12-17T14:13:00.003+08:00

I thought we were meant to be

Everything that happened was just a waste of time

Things said, things done

But were you really mine?

It runs through my distant thoughts

Are you being feign?

Or was it colluded?

Cause I can't decode what i predicted

I feel swindled by your charm

Your eyes, your smile,

that look you gave me

I know you meant no harm

My heart and mind render endless perspectives

What could be my remedy

for these insane and wreck less explosives?

A girl like me deprived from love is now indulged in reminiscence

Are you that frivolous?

Are you remorseless?

Cause time is of the essence

Have you ever thought of how it could have been

If you and me chose to hold on

Yet scenes of dreams are now left unseen

Emotions disguised and minds diverged

Is this really it?

Is this the end of everything?

Or is there more to the book of happy endings?

I wonder how we'll pull through

But this i know is true

It's inevitable and fixed, a fact I can't ignore

that how much I try

I'll still be asking myself the question... "why?"

-By Kristin

written on 16/12/08

ANOTHER XMAS PARTY O.O

2008-12-15T01:59:00.002+08:00

OMG! ANOTHER PARTY! this time i didnt perform [muahaha]

but i was suppose to.. all those ppl who performed were my friends from ballroom class and hip hop... they were so shocked cuz i was there..

HAHA.. they all practiced last week for it but cudnt make it.. was BUSY BUSY BUSYYY~

had that other church xmas party [fatima church]

so this party i went to was my church one - St.John =]

when i came.. quite embarrassing.. the hip hop dance was going on.. and man UNcountable ppl kept asking me why i wasnt in it.. and numerous times my oh-so-repetitive response would be "wasnt here last week"

... anywayz ... omg... thr was this cute dude there lol.. around my age i'm guessing.. hahaha
*squeels*

=.= unfortunately he was talking to tht 12 yr old dude in my hiphop class who keeps calling me which is really weird cuz i barely know him.

since i had to go xmas shopping... i had to run but then aldrin[hiphop instructor and also my KUYA^^] came and told me come next week and all that. and my mum had to be there so a long convo started.. talkin abt him being a dance teacher in fairview and all that.... blah blah LoL

but tht dude seriously has alot.. and i mean ALOT of humour!

so went shopping. AND GUESS WAT?!

got RYAN WEE a gift. lols.

nothing to say about except he'll be "surprised"

[evil laugh?]

KIDDING ^.^

okay.. so the gift took me ~AN HOUR~ just to finish it all up so he better appreciate it LoL. jkjk^^

hmm so thats all i did. oh and watched tv! watched Oprah and today's episode was F-R-E-A-K-Y. but awesome.

AND CSI! it was so dang cool but damn it.. it was cut.. think theres a part 2 to it. my sis and i were like O.O WHAT?!!!! O.O

i bet part 2 is nxt sunday or smething.. think about the SLEEPLESS NIGHTS! *rofl*

=P :-P :-) :-D :- :-O

Hold On

2008-12-14T20:17:00.003+08:00

You've always been a tough girl,

But you feel you're about to break.

You're feeling stuck, And out of luck,

Watching your dreams all slip away.

Been working mornings in the kitchen,

And working nights at the corner store.

As your life flies by, You wonder why,

And you know that there's gotta be something more.

Hold on,

But don't hold on too tight.

Let go, It's gonna be all right.

Don't run away from what your heart is saying.

Be strong, Face what you're afraid of.

Come on, Show 'em what you're made of.

I know it's hard when your hope is gone,

But you gotta keep holding on.

You'll hear a voice that's calling,

And it's telling you to make a change.

It's time to fly, And say goodbye, And move on to a better place.

You know you gotta take the first step,

To get to where you wanna be.

Just get on track,

And don't look back,

'Cos it's the only way that you're gonna be free..

Hold on..

You're gonna make it, You're gonna be stronger.

Hold on..

Hang in there, baby, Just a little bit longer.

Hold on..

Yeah, and you're gonna be fine.

Don't give up, Be strong.

When the going gets tough, You gotta hold on.

I know it's hard when your hope is gone,

But you gotta keep, yeah, Holdin' on Hold on Hold on.

Never Had A Dream Come True

2008-12-14T19:59:00.003+08:00

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind

One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory

I've lost all sense of time

and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it should be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

You'll always be the dream that fills my head

Yes you will, say you will, you know you will

Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

There's no use looking back or wondering

Because love is a strange and funny thing

No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye

No no no no

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say (words to say)

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be

A part of me will always be with you

6.12.2008

2008-12-12T21:51:00.010+08:00

AND YET AGAIN.... DECEMBER HOLS means XMAS PARTIES!!

so had one... my church xmas party :

AND PARTY ALWAYS..... ALWAYS... leads to PERFORMANCES.... so taught the SWING DANCE TO SOME "FRIENDS"... HAHAHHAHAHAHA

THE FUNNY PART?

THEY WERE MY AUNTIES AND UNCLES!! there were extremely loads of laughter and wat i thought to be boring and unnecessary in my case.. turned OUT REALLY FUN!!!!!

HMM didnt teach swing to my parents... taught a lil square tango and slow waltz =D

SO enough of the dancing... we practiced some other performance...

we had to act out the nativity. and man the props were impressive.

BABY JESUS~ :P "supposedly"

lil sis... hehe... she sho cute here BEWARE: U MAY BE DECEIVED. XD

OH OH if u look in the pics above... u may see my "STUDENTS" *lol* eating... well the food was delicioso!

BIG FOOT! lol... xmas cookies... omg they re yummylicious

WELL THEN.. HAD GREAT LAUGHTER, YUMMY FOOD, AND A BUCKETS OF FUN! lets call it a night :D

3.12.2008

2008-12-12T11:20:00.015+08:00

mm... sry havent been updating my blog. juz didnt get time to. well 3.12.2008 was the last day of school.. well last day of term 1.. it was a xmas assembly so performed and here are some pics:

FiRst of all... my sexiest galfrenzz : *wootwoo*.. [in the dressing room]

-KELLY-

-CINDY-

-ANNA-

and the dancers:

LoLx! NOW HERE ARE the swing DANCE PICS! oh how that stage haunts me....

HEY!why settle wit pictures wen we can watch a motion picture =P

*video will be uploaded soon.. hope so*

Oh well... that morning was tiring.. and wen i thought the day was ova.. went to eat dinner XD

BUT HOLD IT! before dinner I had my time in the TOY SECTION!! haha had so much fun :P

LOL. CHILDISH I NOE. but still. haha. okay then had dinner ....

MY SIS AND I FASCINATED WITH THE LIGHT! ooooooOoOOOoo~

well fascinated?? more like HYPNOTIZED! see the results:

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!! AS IN ROFL~!!!!!!

OK OK. SO FUN FUN FUNNY DAY!

WELL I HAVENT BEEN POSTING IN MY BLOG FOR AGES AND I GOT ALOT TO POST! TONNES! SO JUZ WAIT FOR 'EM! ^.^

Christmas Partteeyyyy~

2008-12-02T16:13:00.020+08:00

Should ve uploaded these pics earlier but didnt really have time so now here are some pics of the OH-SO-FUN xmas party: XD lol [tht aint sarcastic.. had loads of laughter]

first of... brought jelly my mum made... oh yes... arent u juz drooling~ haha

it was potluck so yup our call was dessert^^

*MAJOR DROOLING*

lols. MR.PIGGY .... *kiss fingertips* IT WAS JUZ PERFECTO! *italian accent* HAHA!!

OK so enough with the food. getting hungry.

HERE SOME VERY CRAZY RANDOM PICS:

playground:

michael celina jellyne & sis

aba nagpose ang mga bruha... jokes :P

ROFL! -advertising celina's condo-

-
THE KIDDIES SWIMMING WHILE....

......WE ALL SINGING:

LoL!

sang and sang pero... kami kami lang.... hehehe.. till night came

so time for night swimming... sila lang kasi ayoko.. malamig.. magka sakit pa ako diba XD

on our way up to celina's house.. they all went to change.

then they went swimming.. i would upload the pics but my uploader gone coo coo~ so i ll do tht sme other time haha...

GOT A FEW MRE PICS!!

me and mah brada frm another mada...

^^ my cute lovy dovies... we were playing eye spy ^^

spot me if u can!! blending in arent i?

lols.. so yups.. had fun all the way through the party~

WOOHOoooooooOOOooooooooooooooOoo~~

Bakit?

2008-12-01T21:55:00.004+08:00

Bakit kaya ganito aking nadarama.. nasasaktan, nang hindi naman nalalaman. Kung meron man akong hiling sa puso kong ito hindi sana'y hindi sa tulad mo. Gulong gulo ang isip ko sa puso kong ito hindi alam kung bakit ba ikaw ang minahal.. kung kaya ko lang sanang pigilan ang aking pusong, piliin ka.. para ibigin ko.. Pag ibig ba ay sadyang di maintindihan puso't isipan ay hindi rin magkasunduan kung kaya kong limutin ka ay ginawa ko na.. ano bang meron ka't mahal kita?

tough translating it so dont even try.

-whatever-

2008-11-29T02:21:00.003+08:00

You say, that you've always been true
Lookin' in your eyes, I see you lie
You're trying hard to hide that
There someone new you found and,
You want me to believe that you still care?

How can you hurt me this way?
Everything I knew was lovin' you
How could you try pretending
Your love was never ending
Now you can't even say that you will stay

How, how could you say you love me?
When you would go and leave me
How could you make me hurt so bad?
When I have loved you more than anyone can do
Can't believe the pain
That I'm feeling now because of loving you

I can't seem to understand
How can love be so unkind
Still you broke my heart
Despite what I've done
Still my love was not enough
Though I given you my all
I can't take it anymore

Everything learnt must always be the hard way
now i feel so helpless with nothing more to say
never let shit happen
when.. you already know it will inevitably happen..

coo coo~

2008-11-14T17:25:00.007+08:00

mmm.... thought today wud be boring but actually had fun...

well well well... woke up around 8.30? yea... woke up n tlked to my mum abit.. then smsed emma to come to mah house... mmm... she sounded sho sleepy.. well she was... [muahaha]

ok so then... asked my mum if kyaw cud come too... cuz he wanted me to teach him acc..

so yup he came around 11.30? no idea... he came wit kar yan...

lol... they re coo coo fellas~

kar yan: "DONT TURN YOUR BACK AWAY FROM ME"

kar yan: "KYAW! I TOLD U DONT TURN UR BACK"

SUCH A FUNNY STORY EH!! ahahha im goin coo coo~ =P

okokokok... so well after tht they went cueball..

my car was right behind their bikes...lols....

i went to school.. which was soooo weird.. evry1 sayin i was lukin pwetty?? THT WAS THE WEIRDEST!!! well yea they can say tht... they can say i luk pwetty coo coo~ cuz i was today... the whole day... till now...

and OMG! my coo coo head became alot worse wen emma came to my house..

we kept tlkin abt stuff... was like a retard... she was checkin my songs in the phone,.. and wenever she asked me abt this song and tht song.. started singing the song...

LOL

well here here: {gotta look at this}

this is emma... well it WAS emma.... until i said "evaporate tall person" hahahhahahah

so her bag left lyin thr... while the poor normal person went *poof*

ROFL~

so yes... crazy day... bye~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sad sad...

2008-11-11T20:37:00.006+08:00

Every now and then we find a special friend who never lets us down.. who understands it all.. reaches out each time we fall.. you re the best friend that i've found.. i noe u cant stay but a part of u will never ever go away.. your heart will stay.. i ll make a wish for you and hope it will come true.. if life would just be kind to such a gentle mind.. but if you lose your way look back to yesterday... remember me this way...

GONNA MISS U!!!!!!! :'(

KXIN!!!!

MISSHYA AND LUBSHA!!!
great memories shared wit u.. but theres no goodbyes in friendship... :)

~LOVEBUG~

2008-11-02T18:39:00.002+08:00

Called her for the first time yesterday
finally found the missing part of me
felt so close, but you were far away
left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless
over the edge I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again

Hopless Head over heels
in the moment
I never thougt that I'd get hit by this love bug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind(can't get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You beautiful but you don't even try(you don't even, don't even try)
modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless
Over the edge I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again

Hopless head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug
again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everthing I wished that it would be
suddenly I forgot how to speek
Hopless, Breathless
baby, can't you see

NOW I'M

[guitar solo]

Now I'm speechless
over the edge I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again

Now I'm hopeless head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
whoa
Love bug again

feathers~ coincidence or is it haunting me?

2008-11-02T16:06:00.008+08:00

hey hey.. long time since i ve posted... sry.. had been lazy XP
okay... sunday... mm.... it spells busy busy busy..

lets start off wit wakin up early... man i was tired..

went sunday school first at around 9.15? ... yea till 10.15
the teacher kept talkin n talkin.. [lecture lecture lecture yatty yatty yat]..

then i was lookin around...to my right... left.. up... down.. then whoaaaa~ hold it... there was a feather lyin thr... it looked really nice and white... and man FLASHBACKS came into my head...

well cant really much tlk abt it.. but yup got smething wit me and feathers lol...

so yea after class, since my sis went for sme prefect thingy majigy... went brought my lil sis to my mum... then off we went to baking class...

AND WOW we baked butter cookies and pineapple jam tart.... *drool* XDX

and the recipe aint tht difficult... c'est tres facile!

so okay.. all tht baking sure made me hungry so we went klcc to eat... bought sushi!! *drooling once again*

so ate sushi, burger and donuts ;] :]

and bought some pasteries along the way..

jessica~ haha her face after eating all tht sushi!! XDXD

we went TOYS R US too!!! lol lol..

wit juz my lil sis and my childish self!!

~a lego-made version of KLCC~

eating n eating made me tired.. [since blood flows to the intestines to digest the food so theres less blood in ur brain... makin the cells sleepy]... so yea... was soooooooo sleepy...

plus had to w8 for ballroom class to start... boring... was smsing kyaw n kar yan...

well then dance started... learnt the SWING today... the dance kee en wanted to learn haha..

its quite easy once u get the basic then learn some variations...

oh yea... my dance instructor gave me this photo.. it was taken durin my previous dance lesson..

me dancing cha cha wit some random dude.

so yup tht was practically my day outside... and erm gotta show u this pic i took the other day

LOL i was in our balcony lookin around.. [well i go to the balcony ALOT] XD

and heres wat i saw :

TWO DIGI MEN!!! haha well not exactly but still.. LOL!!!!!

was laughin hysterically... until went all coo coo and random tht day...

then started takin pics of other random stuff... heres another one:

HAHA was playin wit these necklaces... fiddling wit them.lol. retard. i noe. :p

oh well... thinking abt postin again.. the pics on halloween night... but kinda lazy so maybe tom or smething or later... byebyez.

~JAM JAM JAMMING~

2008-10-11T20:00:00.004+08:00

Wat a day i muz say~ [oooo~ tht rhymes] haha...

oh well... mmm... went to school at 10.. well not rili.. a lil late hehe.. had to go teach the girl instructors the fitness week routine hehe... gonna have FITNESS WEEK on monday.... LOL!! its durin' first period.. oh BUT i get to skip period 3 to teach the primary hehehe!!! I HAVE ACCOUNTS ON PERIOD 3!! SKIP SKIP SKIP!! ~yay~
[do the happy dance] rofl.

here are some pics:

EXERCISE!! lol- instructors: sis, patricia, anjellyne, chelsi, ruvina, yumi, ashley, iilyana, catherine, janice and this other girl.

oh and since it was the "music" room.. there were instuments everywhere hehe... i was playing "canon" on the piano while ashley was makin a beat on the drums to go wit it... it was SO FREAKIN COOL! hehe... then i played the drums after tht too hehe.... great great time.

LOL.. so finished tht around 12.30 then went home and changed then off to rizrin's open house~
which had loads of ppl... had sme trouble finding the place though.. the park was huge..
so got there... saw jegan and murali and sme other frenz

okay~ so after all tht lovely lunch.. went to ampang point wit roshiv.. he was goin jamming so went there to play around haha~
micheal played the drums.. it was freakin loud!!! well those electric guitars too... like everythin was vibrating lolz.
but had a fun time thr...lawl... roshiv was teachin me to play drums... then johan helped me wit the guitar.. haahaa.. they werent bad i wud say

Gorgeous girls tryin to take a gud pic then "sme1" butts in... lol~

shaq, charmaine, christianna and roshiv... wit michael gettin blocked =p

michael and johan wit their oh so awesome guitars.. wit roshiv there playin drums.. cant rili see lol

hehe had pity... so took solo of him!! man he can play drums!! i was like WHOA wit my dropped jaw... lol~ awesome! and quite shocking XD... he taught me how to play lol.. but i ady knew abit of basic cuz took drum class before... so he taught me some beats... heeheehee

and then... walkin randomly everywhere.. johan gave me his guitar... it was guitar-learning-time XP

ok so mum called us at around 5pm... told us to go back to the mall... so went thr wit roshiv as our so called "body guard" haha
while walkin down frm the studio... this malay dude started tlkin to me in malay~ so weird... then roshiv was like "wat happened?"
i was like tellin him abt the malay dude... then he was all like "y didnt u call me i cud ve done smethin.. I cud ve called naquie!" HAHAHA!!!

AND speakin of naquie, wen we got in the mall... he was there! haha
coincidence lol..

soo went ate sushi then went popular to read a few magz... then went home~

TIRING DAY!!! lol....
ok so ciao ciao ~ gonna eat~

MSG FOR BOBBY LIM!

2008-10-09T17:27:00.006+08:00

Ok...

since kee en kong bobby lim wants me to update my blog... here it is..

well today! hmm... oh it was fine besides the inevitable fact tht KONG kept flicking my arm and giving me wonderful tattoos[aka bruises]... and pounding my head wit a futsal ball....
my brain's like spinning already....
uhuh! now u noe.... the life of bobby lim... and how he practices his flicks on me....
=.= <<>

so yeap... today... typical school day.. nth much to tlk abt.. PE yeah... yaty yaty yat~ then some maths bio then acc... another boring thing to tlk abt... then uhuh... after tht came futsal... fun fun... FUTSAL SPELT FUN before kong over here.. came and did "his thing".... tsk... UHUH YES KEE EN!!! if ure reading this... huh!! practice ur flicks on kyaw or smethin.. he wnt feel a thing...

oh well... thts it i guess... nth much.. gotta keep choreographin for tom's auditions.. ciao ^.^

oh yeah... this will be an imitation of me and u KONG!... :

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ballroom dancing:D

2008-10-05T17:42:00.007+08:00

~harlow!!~
today today wat can i say abt today...lol..
mmm... went to church!! yup... had sunday school from 9.15-10.15 then had mass at 10.30-11.30...
and man all my church friends so my nasty back.. one thought my skin burnt LOL!!...
it looks disgusting now... its like all purple.. it looks like big big bruises everywhere.. it really hurts:'( *sobbing*

well anywayz went lunchie at mcdonalds from 12-1pm then went ballroom dance class!! hehe
they taught us how to line dance and we were workin on the cha cha..
i was like the youngest thr hehe...

my partner was i think 20+ lol..
then changed my partner into this man in his 40s maybe... LOL

UNFORTUNATELY... my cam wasnt working :(
cud've took pictures... i managed a few though..

my sister and I... in ballroom dance class ~ w8in for it to start... XDXD

oh well had ballroom till 3... it was only two hours but i felt like ive been in tht class for the whole day... so was quite tired after tht...
enjoyed yummy gummy bears wen got in the car hehe...

after class~ THIRSTY THIRSTY!! hehe... im holding the packet of gummies!! lol *yum*

[i look retarded btw.. wasnt ready for the pic LOL.. i look like i wana go kiss sme1 HAHA]

well got back home!!~ went on9... chat abit... lol now doing my hw... got lots of HW!!! haizz.. gotta find some info abt sme1 who showed courage ..

LOL!!!

well i'm gonna go finish it now... byebye.. ciao~~ ^.^

shopping!!

2008-10-04T19:22:00.014+08:00

okayy... another lovely day for another lovely person wit a lovely face!!~~ [HAHAHA]

well today.. went shoppin!!~

lols... wit my mummy! :D

went got glasses first though!! there was so much of cool frames... and as u noe me.. a very indecisive person... took quite a while choosin XP lol...

oh and in the shop.. hahaha.... this guy was so hilarious promoting these sun glasses.. lol.. XDXD

my mum and i were juz laughin laughin and rofl!!~

well yup they checked my eyes and all... hehe:

sittin there w8in to check my eyes... XP

uhuh.... comfy chair!!! lol... tht lady who checked my eyes... wow!! she can speak like "full stops" dont exist in the world!! LOL

=P

oh yeap... we went to watsons... spent like an hour there.. haha... tried alot of make-up!! was so bored waitin for my mum to buy all her stuff so yup juz played around :P

ahihihi ;-) ~~~ [evil glare at all those cosmetics... muahaha]

well now u noe the secrets to a gorgeous faced girl LOLOLOL... vanity strikes!!

anywayz headed for sungei wang... and man some shit happened.... =.=

mum went took me to sme spa.... and jeezz... tht dude bloody murdered my back!!! hurt like shit!!!!!!!

see this:

tht dude there.... yeah him...!!!!!! STUPID!!!!!!

look wat happened:

and the evil man did this all in 15 bloody minutes!!!!!! =.=

he ruined my lovely flawless skin!! sob sob T.T

he liked scraped my back until it there was this burning sensation... -.-"

he said toxic was gettin extracted -.-""""

STUPID!! ....

well to calm me down... went SHOPPING!!!! my fav sport!!

bought this dress which was so awesome!!!!--

hehehe!!! luv tht dress!!! oh well... thts all 4 nowyyyy... byebye ^^

Long day~ :P

2008-10-03T22:57:00.020+08:00

HELLO again!!! n_n
.. hmmm today today today~~~ speechless XD kiddin ~ :P

well wow alot of things happened today... a not very typical day... bwahaha did tht make sense?

[rhetorical question ok.] XP

soo... wasnt even supposed to go out actually but last minute... mum changes her mind like *snap*

well well... went to midvalley by you lin's car... had a talk abt emmanuella being "disabled" and how she touches ppl in the cinema... seriously WEIRD... hehe

[calm down emma if u see this]....kekeke its 'SARCASM'... tht word familiar to u?...

[i think u use it quite alot on nora... too much LOLOLOL!!! XD ]

so yea got there.. watched cinema.. and golly me... ali loves tlkin while watchin... but the movie was awesome? w8 "beyond words"... LOL...

oh yeah took pics wit nora while walkin: HAHAHAHA~~~ its a "omg moment" XD

oh yes... and guess whose hand is tht... lol... guessed?? the one and only "normal" one kekeke

aww nora looks so cute.... :D

hehe mmm... juz got so tempted... it was a must to take this pic... a pic wit the BLUR dude ~lol~

sooo... enough wit the walkin... it made me hungry... seriously...

so obviously after tht... mmm.... we ate??? lol...

chicken... chicken... and mre chicken~ XDXD

but trust me... dint get full at all... hehe :P

surprised much? =P

ok then went bowling.... mmm... the game sucked.... only got wat... 69 for the whole game.... *sigh*

oh well LIFE GOES ON!! man... im really emphasising my point on this blog... hahaha

well here are some pics while bowling:

CANDID SHOT!!! lol....

~ali~ power of [burnt] chicken curry

~mr.ryan~ tsk tsk... muscle man bwahahhaha....

hehehe..... after bowling.... went home~~ lrt..... psshh... lol.... emma was like so worried hehe...

BUT W8!!! hold it!!! didnt go home juz yet....

went PARTY-in!!!!!!! lol

..some pics of fwenzzz:

~joselle~ so adorable...

hehehe auntie lolit!! such a bubbly personlity LOL...

oh and the two most adorable kids on earth~ :D

they kept pulling me everywhere to go play wit em hehehe~ so fun~ XD i noe.. childish... :P

and here he is... jacob~~~ sayin "whos the boss" LOL... he kept following me... hehehe... hes so cute!!!!!!!

haizzz... well yurp~ call it a tiring day...

*yawn*

~ byebye~

-- LIFE GOES ON <<< sounds familiar? hehe XP --

2008-10-02T13:11:00.002+08:00

hello hello... ~^-^~

haiz well a new blog for me today... messed up my old one.. sad i noe T.T

oh well LIFE GOES ON!! haha..so much for my logo eh? XDXD

anywayzz... rite now havin a school break.. gonna go out tomowow... ^.^

absolutely cant w8... im bored to my bones rite now.... im juz tryin to figure out wat im gona wear [which is a MAJOR DILEMMA]

my closet is jumbled up!!!!!!!! looks like some horrendous mountain... so gotta tidy tht up...

oh and speakin about cleanin.. dishes are juz waitin for me... totally JUST plain GREAT...

oh well got tons of HW... golly.. its suppose to be a holiday...

*sigh*

hmmm oh yeah planning to get glasses~OMG rite~ lol

gonna get glasses lookin' smethin like these:

now tht looks totally weird... i'll try gettin nicer ones haha...

and YUP GONNA GO BACK TO MY NERDY SELF!!! lololol...

~CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY~

oh well speakin of retarded took sme pics the other day:

haha while shoppin:

people thinkin wat a retard this girl is... LOL :-

and...i noe wat ure thinkin.. "wat a poser" bwahahaha

well true... lolololol..

nywayzz thts it for noww... byebye